sâmbătă, 31 ianuarie 2009

girl interrupted


Have you ever confused a dream with life
or stolen something when you have the cash?
Have you ever been blue
or thought your train is moving while sitting still?...

Mabe I was just crazy.

I know what it's like to want to die,
how it hurts to smile,
how you try to fit in, but you can't,
how you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside...

Was I ever crazy?


Or maybe life is...

Crazy isn't being broken or swallowing a dark secret.
It's you or me amplified.
If you ever told a lie and enjoyed it,
if you ever wished you could be a child forever -
You know, there's too many buttons in the world,
they're just begging to be pressed, you know?
They're just begging to be pressed and it makes me wonder
why doesn't anyone ever press mine?
Why am I so neglected?
Why doesn't anyone reach in and rip out the truth and tell me that I'm a fucking whore, or that my parents wish I were dead?

razors pain you,
rivers are damp,
acid stains you,
drugs cause cramps
guns aren't lawful
nooses give
gas smells awful

you might as well live.

duminică, 25 ianuarie 2009

end of the day

A face she knows so well
Hiding secrets she will never tell
She looks deep into the eyes, just to be ignored
The reality of her past, can't reveal all that is in stored
She looks for a smile, a little hint of what she needs to find
The empty pockets of her dreams, leaves her hallow and blind
A glimpse of what she thought she would be, a princess, a mother
a wife
Now the day is done, and with it goes another piece of her wannabe life

marți, 20 ianuarie 2009

me and others


udine revelion - franci

franci & papi

adriana mea

pappi, franci, io, adri



alessandra & alessandro



alina, adri, io

alina, francesca, jastian, gabrielle, adri

a winter without....